Confessionals Episode 18

[Tate]

Last round was messy , weird , shocking , crazy . A mean i got back from key west . I see that people played like ton of idols ( one of them to save me ) and i see that at the end Glen got eliminated . I also see that someone was really upset at me and by the thing the parchment said it had to be Glen ... wtf ? doesn't he realize i was out of town ? A mean i told him and i even showed him a bootlist . Whatever anyways it surprise me that Claire changed his mind and got rid of Glen last round instead of final 4 . Idk why would she do that ? It makes no sense to me to keep the girls cause now this round it will probably be a tied . Beth and Lydia against me and Claire . Ugh Claire what have you done ugh .

[Tate]

I came to Lydia and i thank her for giving me the idol . My relationship with Lydia throughout this game has been like a roller coaster . There had been time i want her out , but there has been a lot of time when i enjoy talking to her a lot and i feel connected to her a lot . I guess i never thought my bond with her was so strong , but i really like this girl and idk if she is using her strategy to fuck me over , but i guess is working cause i really want to make it with her all the way .

[Tate]

Lydia is super especial to me and I like her a lot . We can talk about anything on aim and we always have fun when we talk . It's cool having someone like this in a game full of lies and strategies and backstabbing .

[Tate]

So Claire is telling me that at the end she had to get rid of Glen cause he was a threat and it was gonna be crazy if Glen was at the final 4 and then won that final challenge . A mean we knew all this but having Glen here with us at the final 4 was better than having Beth and Lydia with us cause now they will vote against one of us and it will be a tie . If i can get someone out this round that will be beth , i just hope that she doesn't win immunity so we can send her home . I hope Lydia votes with me and Claire cause i would love to be sitting in the end with those 2 ladies .

[Tate]

This final challenge is crucial . The winner of this challenge picks the 2 people she/ he wants to be sitting with at the end . So in other words the winner of this challenge has the solo vote to eliminate someone out of the final 4 . How crazy is this ? I really need to win this challenge cause i need to guarantee my safety in the final 3 . I am fighting for my life right now .

Part of me is telling me that if Claire or Lydia win they will take me , but hey you never know , so that's why i need to win this challenge cause i want to control my own fate .

[Tate]

It came down to me and Beth and at the end in a shocking result Beth beat me by 1 min . I am upset with myself because i lost this challenge because of 1 min . I need to talk to Beth and plead my case because i didn't come this far to lose . I need to be able i make it to the top 3 .

[Tate]

So whatever Beth didn't even give me the chance to plead my case and just eliminated me from the game . It looks like she had a final 3 deal with Claire and Lydia since the beginning of this game , so this clearly explains a lot of things , but things will get clear out better when the final 3 faces the jury . It's disappointing that i came so close and lost at the end because of 1 min difference in the results . I have to say that i am proud of the way i played this game because i know i played the best way i would .

To the girls left i wish them the best . It was a pleasure working and playing with all of you .


To the hosts , it was an amazing journey . I can't believe i made it to top 4 when i almost quit the game at the beginning cause of personal problems . Like i said i am proud of the way i played . I made great bonds with certain people from the game that i hope remain and idk what else to say other than i was always a fighter and i leaving as a fighter . Tate is out . kisses to the girls and shout out to the homies .