What

[Lydia Martin]

I really want to know how the fuck Rob and Tate both got two votes in the latest MVP poll when they ain't done shit or shown their faces on AIM.  Ugh, annoying as fuck that they almost got MVP, especially Rob since he's the only one we're waiting on.  He literally has to get on and just count some numbers, god.  Fucker. Don't sign up if you don't have any time to devote to the game.  Shit.  Thank fuck he didn't get MVP cause if we lose he'll definitely be a casualty if I get my way.

[Tonks]

Not like you ever get your way or anything like that

[Lydia Martin]

[Lydia Martin]

Jesus fuckin' christ. Send me to hell.

So last night was a very good indicator of how much I hate my tribe, so thank god they actually got their shit together long enough for us to pull off a win.  I'm a winner, I don't tolerate losing or failure.

Lilly....or is it Lily?  I don't know, anyway, I like her, but at the same time I don't.  She says she likes me and thinks I'm strong and wants to work with me and blah blah blah, but I don't buy it.  I like to think I'm slightly capable at reading people and overall I just don't get a good feeling off of her.  Tate.....how the fuck did he get two votes again?  I've never seen him on AIM so the fact that he got two votes pisses me the fuck off.   Sweeny Todd...or Toad...whatever, he's another one I don't get a good feeling off of and I definitely feel like he's trying to be a big player and be buddy buddy with everyone.  No thank you.

Rob is okay.  He was really late last night and would probably be paying the price in a short time if the other tribes weren't even bigger slouches than we are.  How'd he get 2 votes too? Fuck.  Medusa;  I feel the same about her as I do about Lily, ie, not good.  Claire is active enough and capable enough with what she's doing but I don't feel overwhelming loyalty from her yet like I do with Beth, and so yeah...ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Beth I love and trust 100%, and then finally there's Meowth.  I don't get why everyone likes the cat.  I mean yeah sure he's nice enough, but to me and my irritable as fuck personality, he's real annoying.  Like last night he wanted to post the final image SOOOO bad but didn't know how to resize an image.  I offered like three times to just do it myself if he didn't know how to do it and make it look somewhat decent and then he comes out with the brilliant line of 

Meowth 11:40 pm
I.... just wanted to be a hero
I just want to be known as da one dat did it..





Hooooooo-llyyyyyy  Fuckballs dude.  He's probably just playing in character, but damn.   So in the end I told him I'd make the image for him (which I did) and let him post it for us.  He was thrilled by that so hopefully that's earned me some good favor with the pussy....cat.

I'm a really mean person, I know this Tonks, but at least I can play and be fake nice and pretend with him, alright?


Ugh


Other than that I've been talking with Hades because he keeps seeking me out to chat with, so maybe down the road if I have to, I'll work with him.


shit.

[Tonks]

Be as fake nice as you can, Bish

[Lydia Martin]

LOL! I'm trying!

[Lydia Martin]

So I have some minor stuff to report on that I've been neglecting to do, so I guess now is as good a time as any.

Back on the night of the first challenge, I believe it was Claire who created a blast group for tribal communication, and it was yesterday...or Thursday I believe, that some rather interesting chats took place.  That's a rule I like to keep for myself, if you don't have to reveal that you can hear things in a conversation right away, then don't.  Listen and see what people will say when they think you're not there;  it's helped me in quite a few situations in life.

Tate 4:29 pm
but if we get split with numbers we can always dominate
if we stick together

Claire 4:29 pm
thats true

Medusa 4:29 pm
right :-) we should make a Wrath pact to stay true to the tribe..we will have numbers

Claire 4:30 pm
I agree 100%
the best tribe

For starters it seems like some want to keep this a Wrathful game, which is fine by me, because if they're truly solid on Wrath 100% it gives me some security in knowing that I would possibly ever be willing to betray the group IF, and ONLY IF, I had to.


Medusa 4:38 pm
I wonder what is in dream world...
:-P

Claire 4:38 pm
:-P
you dont have much there

Medusa 4:39 pm
I would hope it would be something good :-)

Tate 4:39 pm
The host said it could be something bad too right ?

Claire 4:39 pm
we have 10 thread and you have to pick one, so you will get a clue for a password to enter in this thread

Tate 4:40 pm
maybe is an idol ?

Claire 4:40 pm
maybe
I think each thread have something
but its hard find the password with only one clue
my for ex was:
Fictional Character.
can be anyone lol

Medusa 4:41 pm
yeah Lydia said hers was like totally vague
hers was female

Medusa 4:42 pm
that's a lot of help :-P



I don't know what I truly feel about Dream Wonderland's details being public knowledge to the tribe, but I guess I can't be crucified in the future now if I share info since they all openly did it, and don't think I didn't notice how Medusa shared the info I told her, so quickly with the others.  That's a red...well maybe like an orange flag.



Medusa 4:44 pm
we could work together to send the same people every time

Claire 4:44 pm
yep

Medusa 4:44 pm
:-)

Tate 4:45 pm
yeah that will be great

*time passes during fickle conversation*

Medusa 5:04 pm
we were discussing the feasibility of sending the same people to dreamland all the time to better the chances of someone getting something?

Lydia 5:05 pm
=-O
makes sense

Claire 5:06 pm
I think the best is if we tie 3 ppl like week one

Lydia 5:06 pm
i'd be fine with going back and trying to crack passwords

Claire 5:06 pm
me too

Medusa 5:06 pm
sounds good to me
Lily or Tate? what do you think?

Claire 5:08 pm
if we go back, we will win the second clue, could be more easy find the password

Lilly 5:09 pm
third if beth back there

Claire 5:09 pm
yep
exactly

Medusa 5:09 pm
right so it's a plan then we just send you 3 back :-)

Lydia 5:09 pm
cool

Claire 5:10 pm
okay

Tate 5:12 pm
i am down guys
Le'ts just plan how we are gonna vote
so we make it a tie




Of course I would be more than fine going back to Dream Wonderland, do you people not remember that I'd be immune from any tribal if I did go?   Why wouldn't I want to go knowing that?



After that it was just conversation about horror movies and some of our own favorites, and while originally I didn't want to participate, I'm glad that I did so that I could form and establish some more group bonds as opposed to people who weren't there and apart of the conversation.

[Lydia Martin]

Oh also, this shit

Henry 8:41 pm
hi

Lydia 8:41 pm
hi

Henry 8:41 pm
im Henry
im assuming your in horror lol

Pause.  Not like I couldn't tell given the fact that your fucking AIM is horrorhendy.  Fuck.  Resume.

Lydia 8:42 pm
That I am

Henry 8:42 pm
oh good thank god i was right or this would have been extremely awkward

Lydia 8:42 pm
haha
so what's up?

Henry 8:43 pm
Nothing asking around looking for people interested in the mole

Lydia 8:44 pm
what's that?

Henry 8:44 pm
the tv show the mole

Lydia 8:44 pm
never heard of it

Henry 8:44 pm
its a reality competition
im hosting a org based off it

Lydia 8:44 pm
oh, well I hope it goes well :-)

Pause.  I know what the mole is, love it actually, but what I don't love, is you shit dick.  Go away.

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[Lydia Martin]

Sooo...a tribe swap/formation.  Yay.

Time to half ass a confessional or at least type up some thoughts on my new and not so new tribemates, and talk about how I've touched up my lipstick so I can make my ass kissing the best it can possibly be.




Let's start with the new, shall we?  The one person I have yet to talk to has been Pennywise; I just haven't seen him around and so if we lose the first challenge as a new tribe I feel no connection to him whatsoever and would want to target him.  I mean, no connection and not a former Wrath, so bye.  Ash is okay, but his playing in character has been a little annoying, but that's to be expected.  Beth says that she's friends with him though so we should be able to befriend him and at the very least, keep him off our backs for a while.  Finally for the new crowd, there's Jill, and holy shit, can this girl talk, and talk, and talk, and tallllllkkkkkk.  She's nice, but wow, she's like a jack rabbit.  She's nice and we had a great bonding chat, but wow, she can go and go and go and gooooooooooo.  She talked about how she feels all alone here, and that was annoying but fine, because thanks to our convo I think she'll gravitate towards me a lot.  But then, the bomb dropped.


Lydia 7:59 pm
idk
but sam
she talks and talks and talks and talks

Sam Smith 8:00 pm
You do know who that is?

Lydia 8:00 pm
who?

Sam Smith 8:00 pm
Danny, Harper's

Lydia 8:00 pm
no
nooooooooo

Sam Smith 8:00 pm
Yes
Yesssssssssss

Lydia 8:00 pm
god please noooooooooooooooooooo

Sam Smith 8:00 pm
Yessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

Lydia 8:00 pm
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Sam Smith 8:00 pm
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Lydia 8:00 pm





This will be a testament and trial of my patience.



Now for the old crowd and how the swap has shifted and morphed their importance to my game.  Sweeney to me, has really stepped up and been more involved and active with me socially, and so I think he's actually being genuine and willingly to work with me.  I think he has a good relationship with Ash from what he's said, so anything regarding Ash I probably won't mention to Sweeney only unless it's positive.  Claire, I haven't really talked to yet, but I assume things will still be all good, and the loss of Lil and Medusa to Greed will bring us really close for the time being.  Tate has actually talked to me one on one for a bit, so I think he wouldn't come after me for now, so that's a plus?  Like with Claire, I haven't talked to Meowth really post swap, but for some reason I think him being separated from Medusa will bring him closer to me.  Also at one point tonight when I was away he sent me this. 

Meowth 7:58 pm
hey, can you do me a favor and talk with Jill?
she won't leave me alone..
I'm just not a talkative pokemon much
ironic, I know



*4 hours pass*

Lydia 12:02 am
sorry, i was away, but yes, Jill is quite the talker isn't she haha

Notice how much later I actually responded to him?  That's cause when I read that IM when he sent it, I was like, Fuck noooooooooooooooo.  Lol, had me share for the day. 


Other than all that, Beth seems confident that we'll be fine here and I believe her when she says that.  I know as a whole, our tribe is pretty strong and I would love, love, love to continue on with my winning streak/not visiting an execution, but I definitely feel like it's going to be a fairly even match/fight against Greed, and wouldn't be surprised if they beat us, especially since Rob can't hinder them on the first challenge as new tribes, considering it's 24 hours.  I could also avoid execution by getting MVP yet again, but definitely think that the MVP votes could cause some big time drama in the future with who goes to Dream Wonderland, and who doesn't. 

Also, Hades keeps talking to me every so often.  Like, why dude?  Leave me alone lol.

And finally, the return twist.  It's comforting to me that if I go out for whatever reason I may get a chance to get back in the game, but it's also a bit of a drag considering that it's not really Top 18 if eventually someone, or hell, more than one, is/are coming back into the game.  It also means that it's better to be honest about voting someone out so I don't lie then run the risk of them coming back scorned, but since Beth told me she has an idol, you never know what other things are out there and who has them.

It's all a bit scary.  Lord Jesus.

[Lydia Martin]

Jul 26, 2013 3:04:18 GMT -5 Lydia Martin said:

I was like, Fuck noooooooooooooooo.  Lol, had me share for the day. 

Accidentally typing 'me' instead of 'my'

[Lydia Martin]

Being a scheming, lying, whore who flirted her way to MVP



(more explanation to follow)

[Lydia Martin]

This super fucking long and any of you hosts who read this should not judge me, AT ALL!


For starters I’m not fucking happy, at fucking all. I was nearly done with this confessional when the boards fucked up and deleted it all. It’s way too fucking easy to lose every fucking thing, and now I have to retype all of this fucking shit. Fucking fuck.

Anyway, yesterday in this game was definitely the most fucking bizarre one yet, and it all stemmed from the twist of a double tribal council. When that news broke you bet your fucking ass that I wanted to get MVP (I’ll be saying fucking a lot because I’m fucking pissed that I have to retype this after it was going very well the first time) Anyway, since you can’t really do too much to ensure that you get MVP, I started to scheme and lay out a plan in the event that I didn’t win MVP and would have to go to tribal.

Out of everyone on Lust, the one person who I have yet to have any sort of contact with, is Pennywise, so I decided I’d tell others on my tribe that since we didn’t want him to win and have an easy vote, we should load him up with Gramma letters. At the end of the day it won’t matter who wins so long as Pennywise doesn’t (and the Greed MVP doesn’t take him, but considering that’s Lily I don’t see that happening) So a majority of people will, or have said they will, load Pennywise up with negative points in an effort to prevent him from reaching safety.


Aside from the plan, I talked with four main people yesterday about the challenge/gameplan/general chit chat. The first was Sweeney, and while it was a short conversation it still seemed like a good one that talked and discussed the challenge and got us on a similar page. After that was Meowth, and when I tried to tell him off the plan and what we’d be doing at tribal, he interrupted me and said “I already know who is getting my vote” and said that it’d be Jill. Um, what? No. Are you really that annoyed by Jill talking so much that you want to vote her out? Get a grip, get a life, and get over it kitty cat. Jill talks A LOT, yes, fair enough, but she also seems a hell of a lot more into this game and this tribe than Pennywise, so it’d be asinine to vote her out over him. Plus if the vote turns out to be Jill then I can just warn her to save herself, and then she’ll be more than capable to do so (This is me foreshadowing to further in the confessional where I mention that Jill told me she has an idol)



Now, here’s where the night got fucking weird, so, so weird. All thanks to Jill and Tate. I’ll only be posting excerpts of the chats, because they were fucking loonnnggg.



Jill first, shall we


Jill 9:07 pm
thanks
i love ur font by the way
it's like a coder's dream
:-)
ur font is super neat
and it looks like command prompt text
i love it :-)

Um…cool, thanks.


Jill 9:20 pm
i think you spelled it correctly other then an O
opossums
:-P

Lydia 9:21 pm
oh
darn silent letters lol

Jill 9:21 pm
"darn"
that is the cutest thing i have ever read

Yeah.


Lydia 9:22 pm
i guess if i dont see them then i'll watch my step lol

Jill 9:23 pm
:-)
you seem super intelligent

Lydia 9:23 pm
aw thank you <333
that really means a lot

Jill 9:24 pm
your last post there to me
you'll watch ur step

Lydia 9:24 pm
you do too, and super fun :-)

Jill 9:24 pm
that was super smart!

Thanks, I’ll take the compliment…I think.


Jill 9:38 pm
:-)
damn i am falling in internet love with you :-P




Jill 9:47 pm
i voted for ash to get MVP (b random.org mind you) but still...
why does he never hold a convo?
you would think my voting him would merrit me having a convo with him?

Lydia 9:48 pm
idk. the ones i had have seemed really short and disjointed
idk. if it would make him want to talk more

Lydia 9:48 pm
just my guess
i think the stuff would be short and prompt regardless of your mvp vote for him, or lack of :-P

Well here’s where I’m interested. Talk to me about those MVP votes.  She said and said in the future we should vote for each other. Fine by me if it means I keep going and keep being safe all the way through.


Jill 10:58 pm
oh okay
no i ma not leaving
i just figured i'd let ya off the hook
i am not used to ppl like you
who actually enjoy talking to me
most people are looking for a way to get away cause of how fast and how much i talk :-P
i am like a baby... i need full time attention :-P
LMAO!

Lydia 10:59 pm
nah. live fast die young, bad girl do it well haha
lol, i'd call you my baby but then it sounded weird in my head lmao

Jill 11:03 pm
i dont mind that
i can be your baby :-P
if i can call you darling :-(
oops i meant :-)
that sounds like such an old term
of endeerment
but it is my favorite
maybe i am from the 60s :-P
or even the 50s lmao
but i love darling :-P

Lydia 11:04 pm
hahaha at first i thought it was lana del rey lyrics or something

Jill 11:07 pm
omg
lana del rey
thank you
i was running out of music ideas
damn ur a genious without even trying
:-P


Oh….my god…..what the fucking hell. Speaking of Lana Del Rey though….(more foreshadowing, this time to Tate)



Jill 11:25 pm
i wanna tell you something

Lydia 11:25 pm
ok

Jill 11:25 pm
but i need you to promise me to hush hush

Lydia 11:26 pm
okay

Jill 11:26 pm
i have only told one person this so far
and they knew basically when i got it
cause they helped me get it
so i had no choice
i have an immunity idol

Jill 11:26 pm
and i will use it
to help you

Lydia 11:26 pm
oh wow, totally cool :-)

Jill 11:26 pm
just as much as i will use it to help me :-)


See why it pays to just suck it up, be nice to someone, and have a conversation I certainly do.



Jill 11:51 pm
i do a good accent
but i dont kno all the words :-P
i like thatr you like cottish
who is your hottest guiy ever?

Lydia 11:52 pm
oh gosh, i can only choose ONE? lol
first guy that came to mind was like, andrew garfield

Jill 11:55 pm
andrew garflield?
sorry wh is that?
can u picture me?

Lydia 11:55 pm
a hot guy haha


Jill 11:56 pm
omg shut up
that is what i look liek =-O

Yeah….I... sure bet



Overall it was a long, but very good chat in the sense that it brought Jill and I very close together. She dropped a lot on information including the idol, as well as drama surrounding the Peter vote and how Glenn did her wrong with how he handled it and how he played it off to Peter, oh and also about how there is someone out there in the game wanting to form an alliance with me, but she can’t say who yet. This is all good information to have and Jill, despite being a motor mouth, is a good ally to have so long as she doesn’t go off the handle and alienate people like she did in Harpers. Overall I’m happy to be close to Jill and think it’ll be good for my game.




Now, the other person I didn’t expect to get close to last night, was Tate, and I mean there’s a whole different meaning to the word close when it deals with him now. We got to talking last night, a real giant conversation for the first time, and here are some key…points and details.


So we get to talking about the challenge, and just our general day, then at one point he says..

Tate 10:44 pm
is meow - the cat haha
even around ?
i havent talk to him at all
since the game started
hahaha

That’s very good to know that you guys aren’t being social with one another, let’s me know that I may be more key to all of you then I first realized.



but then he comes out with this

Tate 10:45 pm
haha
maybe you should tell him about the plan

Lydia 10:46 pm
yeah, I am :-P

Tate 10:46 pm
don't give me that tounge
or i will cut it

Tate 10:46 pm
:-P
ok i am heartless
i wont cut it
but
it's tempting

Lydia 10:48 pm
loool

Tate 10:48 pm
hahaha

Lydia 10:48 pm
back off from the tongue :-P

Tate 10:48 pm
what am i talking about it
hey
i have a good tounge
:-P

Tate 10:48 pm
should we have a tounge war ?
you know i will win that tounge war
;-)

Lydia 10:50 pm
if you say so haha

Tate 10:50 pm
sexy girl from texas , sexy boy from folida together in a party ? wowowowoowoww that's gonna be dopeeee


What?!?! A fucking tongue war??!?! (He called me Texas girl because that’s where I live for my alias) And is he drunk? He then proceeded to change his AIM pic to one where his tongue is sticking out and talk about tongues and tasting and anacondas, and WHAT!?!


He then talks about me eating parts of his body, and by eating he means tasting….


Lydia 11:10 pm
nope, you'll need all of them to compete
at your full potential

Tate 11:10 pm
don't eat it
just taste it
;-)

Lydia 11:10 pm
mkay
mmm. very tasty ;-)


^^^ That was about his finger! So now I’m just playing along talking about tasting his finger, holy fucking shit, what the fuck. What the fuck. I kept playing along though because if it makes me higher up with him in his game, then hell, I’ll say whatever.  Shiiiitttt


Tate 11:18 pm
maybe you should just taste me completly
but maybe there is a way . maybe kissing someone will make it better

Lydia 11:19 pm
i'd be available ;-) haha

Tate 11:20 pm
ok
i'm gonna catch a plane
see you soon
texas here i come

WHHAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. WHY AM I CONTINUING THIS!?! The things you’ll do to keep people close. Then we get to talking about places we’ve been and traveled too and he mentions Key West

Lydia 11:28 pm
i'm sure there are plenty of fun things to do there! lol

Tate 11:29 pm
hey as long as you taste me we are good
:-P
only me
cause i get jealous

At this point I’m really just ready for him to get it over with and to say ‘suck my cock’ with all this tasting talk. Jesus Christ. This feels like super sexually subtle, but I honestly don’t mind because it’s not like he can jump through the computer to do me, so, a game is a game, and if flirting keeps him closer then whatever to it all.


Tate 11:30 pm
and i can taste your neck too
I will smell your neck
and i will then kiss it
if you behave good
of course

okay…maybe not exactly whatever to it all. This is like, verging on Rated R. Like, I’m having flashbacks to Vs 9 with Sarah and Neleh at Exile Island.


Lydia
i'll be on my best behavior then

Tate
good girl
i am voting for you to be mvp

Lydia
aw thank you <3

Tate
nah no problem
u cool
:-)

Lydia
<3 we'll rock this together far
tasting each other haha
and our competition as we send them home :-P

Tate
i wanna taste u
:-P


Ehhhhhh….I so badly just wanted to be a bitch and be like here's what I taste like you idiot



See….the Lana Del Rey returns….and yeah….did I really just flirt with Tate on AIM for like two hours talking about tasting each other? Huh, well….I’ve done weirder things in real life, and if it gets me an MVP vote from him then it’s fine by me, I’ll taste whatever.


Jesus fuck, what is my life.  That was such an odd night, but I've gotten two people much closer to me, so hopefully it all pays off in the long run.

[Lydia Martin]

I really need to be on top of these confessionals better.  Hopefully I can make this quick and explain/convey my thoughts about the past day or two in this game.


So last night I got MVP, yet again, such a star, and so I joined a group of four as the only players who have yet to go to a tribal.  Hopefully the streak keeps up and don't go to a possible merge situation.   Anyway, when word broke that I got MVP and results were fast approaching, I was approached by one person, and I approached a different person.  

First off, the sad one


Meowth 6:26 pm
hey Lydia?
think maybe I could go with you?

Lydia 6:27 pm
I take someone from Greed

Meowth 6:27 pm
oh....

Lydia 6:27 pm
not from Lust :-\

Meowth 6:27 pm
well.....
I feel like an idiot

Even if I was taking someone from our tribe, it wouldn't be you.  TTYN






The person I did take, happened to be the person I approached.


Lydia 10:33 am
hey

Medusa (whathesaidrepeat) is away 11:07 am
it's a nightmare 2d and 14h ago
Stay in touch. Send Medusa (whathesaidrepeat) a text message
Medusa 11:07 am
hey :-)
gahhh computer lag

Lydia 11:08 am
it's okay haha
anyway, i wont beat around the bush
since I got MVP i'm thinking i'll take you if you feel like you're in danger or on the outs over there

Medusa 11:09 am
I don't think either me or Lily are in a real good place.. we tried tohook up with Glen and rei but I don't trust them

Lydia 11:09 am
alright. so you'd for sure like to be brought?

Medusa 11:10 am
<3 it would be a dream to go to Wonderland

Lydia 11:10 am
okay
the only worry I had is that it'd probably look like wrath is sticking together
and may make you even more of an outsider over there
but i feel like

Medusa 11:10 am
there is taht to consider..

Lydia 11:10 am
1. maybe you can get something in wonderland to help you over there
and 2. I mean, I could just play it off as "well since Medusa tied and almost got to go, I might as well let her go since she tied for 1st"

Medusa 11:12 am
let's look at it like that you could just state it that way and maybe Lily should take Claire...

Lydia 11:12 am
yeah

Medusa 11:13 am
so it looks like youguys are just taking the 2nd place people like it used to be?

Lydia 11:13 am
it'd look really bad to anyone with a brain because 4 wrath are going, but hey, we just have to take it 1 round at a time
plus the way I see it, we never know when twists could pop up

Medusa 11:14 am
it can't get any worse over here

Lydia 11:14 am
and even if you do get voted out (which i dont hope to see ) there is the return twist, so the farther you make it in the game, the less people you'd probably have to fight to get back in

Medusa 11:15 am
exactly

Lydia 11:16 am
okay
i'll post that i'm taking you a bit later after i finish up some stuff

Medusa 11:16 am
this swap really worked out badly

Lydia 11:16 am
yeah


That was pretty much my honest line of thinking there, so no other comments needed.  Hopefully I've bought Medusa some good time to work things out, and if not, hey, one round further until prejury battles or whatever is there, could be really crucial in the grand scheme of things.  I will disagree though, the swap was bad for you, not me bitch.



Well at least not yet.


Finally, Beth earlier today told me of how she had heard about Pennywise having an idol so Jill and she planned a split vote in the event that it was true to send Meowth out and burn the idol and low and behold it worked.  However, Rob left from Greed, so it is a bit unnerving that at the first opportunity ever, both casualties were Wraths.  If that trend keeps up then things could get real shitty, but I always have my challenge whore ways AND I can always take off my mask and reveal my true identity to people who like me outside of this game, who just so happen to be here also.  That's the great thing about an alias if it doesn't kill you right away, you know who you are and can use your identity as power/life support if the occasion and situation calls for it.  It saved me in a HUGE way in the past, so here's hoping if I need it, but here's hoping I won't need it.

[Lydia Martin]

So up until an hour or two ago I was completely fine with Jill, but knowing who she is and what I know about people in general, I shouldn’t be surprised when the old person and true personality of a person bleeds through. Let’s start from the beginning, shall we? It happened when I made the mistake of coming on AIM, and as always, I’ll just post the “highlights.”



Lydia 1:06 am
but i probably won't reply much :-P
haha <3
well, not quickly that is

Jill 1:07 am
well no rush :-P
i am just bored
killing 20 minutes :-P
did u see vote results?
can you see hat in dreamland?
i literally CONTROLLED the vote
i didn't try to
it just happened
i was in love wit the results :-)


Okay, whatever, cool, good for you.



Lydia 1:18 am
yeah, if we lose then we can be chill
cause pennywise is left wide open now

Jill 1:18 am
btw
everyone knows now
so i might as well just be honest
i have two idols




Why does this fucker have two idols when I can’t even get one. Where is this magical idol candy store that he goes to?



Jill 1:21 am
i honestly dont try much in individual challenges
i believe in not being a challenge threat
i have no idea where that came from =-O
anyway
do u talk to claire?

Lydia 1:24 am
yeah :-)

Jill 1:24 am
cool
i wanna be with you two
just saying
that would be my dream alliance

Lydia 1:24 am
i'd be more than down with that

Jill 1:24 am
problem is
other ppl have already asked me for alliances and stuff
and i am not sutpid enough to say no
:-(
so like
if i got with you
i'd have to tell you abt my other alliances :-\
and once i make an alliance
i hate to tel lpeople abt it
otherwise i feel like i am being a dickhead

Jill 1:26 am
so i am in a bad place :-(
stuck with ppl i dont really wanna be with :-(

Jill 1:27 am
i am trying to get away without doing tis

Jill 1:28 am
someone i am with allready suggested voting you or claire :-(
so i have to :-(
tell you

Lydia 1:28 am
someone on lust?

Jill 1:28 am
and now i just seem like i am playing way too hard
i am sorry :-(

Lydia 1:28 am
well
if you vote for me for MVP
i cant be at tribal
so there'd be nothing to vote for ;-)

Jill 1:29 am
but then you cant vote
i really really want you to be voting :-(
that is selfish i know
:-P



Holy Fuck





Let’s address a few things.

You’re god damn fucking right it’s selfish, and all this talk about other alliances you’re in is just really annoying, like, if you’re going to talk SO DAMN MUCH, the LEAST you could do is actually give up the valuable details. You act worried and upset about being like a dick to people you’re in alliances with, but in reality you’re being a dick to me by telling me this, telling me information that you think is helpful, but not. If you really wanted to help me, you’d tell me who is telling you to vote for me so I can start planning a counter attack against them, OR vote for me for MVP so I’m not around to get votes, so I’m safe and you don’t look fraudulent by not voting for me.


And I know he wouldn’t vote for me, or so he says, he even went so far later as to say that he likes me so much that I should consider one of his TWO idols, his. (He also spouted off how there are like four people with idols, but of course, he wouldn't name those people either) This was after I helped him internet shop for flat sandals. Ugh, maybe it’s just because I’m tired, but tonight didn’t feel like I was talking to Jill it felt like I was talking to the worst of Danny. I like Jill better. I’m going the fuck to bed.

[Tonks]

My poor bish :-\