What

[Lydia Martin]

I'm sensing dissension among the ranks. 





Not good.

[Lydia Martin]

So another stressful round is done, and once again, all to vote out just one person, be it, a rather dangerous person. 

Round started with a challenge, per usual, and when I got going I thought I had a pretty solid approach going to the crossword, getting the answers done and then once I knew I was 100% right I'd fill in the puzzle.  I thought that was the smart thing to do so that I wouldn't have to start my image over if I got a wrong answer, but that turned out to be wrong considering the fact that Sweeney blazed through it and won.





Really starting to regret keeping him over Pennywise, and will regret it more so if he keeps snatching immunities out of my hand.  He's strong social, challenge wise, and has an idol in his pocket.  Who does he think he is? Me?



Anyway, I figured, no big deal, I still have a shot at MVP, but nope, there was a three way tie there between Rob, Tate, and who else, but of  course, Sweeney.  Sweeney won MVP again and gave it up to Rob, who predictably chose Tate to go with him since those two are BFFs.  Ugh, talk about annoying.  Those three Wrath boys are going to be a serious thorn in my side in this game, I can just tell, and I'd be a fool to not begin formulating a strike plan soon to take them all out.  I mean I have my flirtmance with Tate, and supposedly Sweeney wants finals with me, but do I trust either of them with my life in this game? Absolutely not.  Also, Sweeney took Mama to Wonderland again, and while he did say it was to give us majority at tribal, I know that's only a half truth.  I mean why not give Ash, your own brother, a break?  It's cause he wants to strengthen OR just reenforce his relationship with Mama.  At some point Beth or I need to win immunity and take Sweeney with us to Wonderland for a round to leave Mama defenseless without his aid.  Honestly though if Beth or I win immunity we'll probably just take each other because we get to move on and we really don't give a shit who leaves because we'd be safe as well as have our prizes to help bail us out of when we don't win.


Medusa did mention though that Tate has told her that he's weary of Sweeney and thinks he has an alliance going of Ash-Sweeney-Mama.  Of course that could just be Tate trying to throw Medusa off like how I have to people about Beth.  Like, people ask me who I feel close with and whenever they mention Beth after I don't mention her myself, I always just say "she's alright" and "I don't see her around as often as we used to" just stuff like that, so who knows if that's what Tate is doing.  All I know is that Sweeney seems to be at the center of a lot of things and is a possible pinnacle person in a lot of groups.  He's definitely moving up my list of who has to go sooner rather than later, but then again there are SO many people I want out lol, but there's no time to start planning like the present, and just being aware and set on what you want to do is the first step.





Anyway, finally onto the point of the tribal council. 

At first the plan was to go for Glen since he's getting kind of bitchy about his position in the game, but sorry dude you can't always be in control or in prime position in a game, but then I decided I should practice what I preach and go after the bigger fish.  Since Sweeney has shown to be a big enough threat in challenges and can block me from safety, I didn't need another player like that in the form of Rei, so I locked my sights on her. 

In the early hours of the morning, I wrote and sent a letter to my girls that read as followed.



I’m sending this message to Beth, Claire and Medusa, aka the wonderful ladies of Wrath. We’re kind of in a no room for error situation since it’s just the four of us while the boys are off at Wonderland. Ash already approached me for the vote and he was debating between voting for Glen or you Medusa, but I told him since Glen was in the hot seat last tribal and people only switched last minute that there would be a crowd most likely voting him again so that’s where he’s putting his vote.

Rei then approached me and asked my thoughts. Like with Ash, I said/hinted that since Glen got votes last tribal and now that Hades is gone, that Glen will most likely get the crowds votes. She then told/confirmed to me that Ash had told her he already planned on voting Glen. Rei said she’d have a hard time (basically wouldn't) voting for Glen though so we should basically expect those two to vote together against one of us, or possibly Ash.

Now, while I think Glen is a good target, I’m thinking Rei would be a better one. Next round, assuming that none of us four leave, it’ll be 7 Wrath up against the remaining 3, and with no more MVP that means only the immunity winner and their choice will go to Wonderland. I personally think Rei is a bigger challenge threat than Glen, and if Rei starts going on a challenge roll, then it could spell trouble very quickly since she could not only keeping saving herself but someone else we'd want out as well.

That’s just my idea. I’d be fine with voting either Rei or Glen (but would prefer Rei) so let me know what you’re all thinking, but keep it just between the four of us of course We need to keep whatever we decide on doing very hush hush. Oh, I also don’t want to consider Ash as an option since he hasn’t asked questions and has just voted and stuck to it based on what we want/have said.


Ttyl girls



The plan seemed accepted by all three, and things were looking easy and like a blindside in the making, but then Beth has to go and freak me out about Medusa by saying "I don't think Medusa will vote Rei."




No, no, no! What the fuck do you mean that bitch won't vote Rei? 


And so thus for the next two hours or so, Beth, Claire and I are all in a semi panic thinking Medusa might be lying and voting either Claire or myself, thus putting us in serious danger.  So I decide that we should approach Ash and tell him to switch his vote from Glen to Rei.  The main point of this would be to definitely make sure we had four votes against Rei, and I had an ulterior motive as well, that being that if Ash felt in the know and closer to me, then he could possibly be a vote to count on when voting against someone like, Rob.  However, Ash wasn't really budging and kept his vote on Glen.     Guess he doesn't take direction as well as I thought.


Despite that though, Beth, Claire and I all talked to Medusa one by one and she said she was voting Rei, and even let me see her vote, so really, Beth was freaking out for no reason.  Fucking Beth, crazy bitch.  In the end, our four votes came together and were enough to send Rei out to jury and the rest of us into the Top 10.  This round's mission; totally accomplished!





And with absolutely no hiccups or stress with it.....totally.


Now, time to set my sights on picking off some boys. Greed, Gluttony, and Wrath alike. 

[Lydia Martin]

Another round, another casualty that thankfully wasn't me.  Each time someone aside from me goes home and I was actually in on the plan and knew they'd be going home my confidence is built more and I begin to realize more and more than I actually have a good handful of control here in this game.  I try to give people the benefit of the doubt and give them a lot more strategic credit than I guess they deserve because after a while I wasn't even stressed over last vote because I knew it'd either be Mama or Medusa.  I really do believe I have the potential to go very, very far here if I play everything right.  I know everyone does, but what I mean is that I feel like I have more potential than others, like it's my game to lose possibly.


Yay confidence.  Anyway, onto another recap.



The round started with what I thought would be a two horse race in the challenge between Sweeney and myself,  because when I started the video I was recognizing a lot of the movie clips and figured the few I didn't know could be found out with enough searching or research.  I was off to a great start, filling up more than half my board with movies I had seen in the past, but the real problem came when I got to around the last four movies or so and basically had no idea on two of them.   After a couple of hours of fruitless searching I knew that Rob was probably going to win this.  His one deterrent has always been never being able to be here for live challenges so if you can get them done quickly, you'll be fine, but if you give him a chance to get in on it while you're stuck, then it's basically game over...which it was.



The challenge ends, Rob wins, and then he decides to take Sweeney to Wonderland to repay the favor Sweeney did last round





I wasn't fucked off by that, AT ALL



Like, fuck those two, seriously lol.   I know always going to Wonderland could warrant 'an amazing social game' if they were to state their case in the finals, but honestly, if I'm on jury, I'm not going to want to vote for someone who bypasses half of the most important stage of the game.  Like, fuck off.  I guess I was a bit happy that Rob didn't fucking take his dick out and fuck his BFF, Tate, all the way to Wonderland instead though.  Speaking of Tate and dicks, ugh, I'm so happy I haven't had to flirt with him lately because he's just been getting on my fucking nerves and the thought of making innuendos or alluding to his penis makes me nauseous. 


So with those two gone my initial gut reaction is to finally go after and take care of the Glen problem, but of course, everyone involved has got to have an opinion and think it's as valuable as mine.   A few hours before tribal gets opened up Medusa tells me that she'll be leaving for a trip and won't be around in the near future to cast a vote so she'd like to know who to vote then and there.  I told her Glen and that was that; Medusa's vote taken care of. The next day things go just a bit all over the place.




The night before Medusa had told me that Tate wanted desperately to get rid of Mama, and that was confirmed that day when Tate was like



Tate 12:07 pm
Alright so here is my thought for this round . I think the vote should be between Glen and Mama . I think it will be a good idea to divide the votes between mama and Glen just in casa mama has an idol , but ultimately Mama should go because she is more of a threat .

Lydia 12:09 pm
i agree 100%
so who are you going to vote for?

Tate 12:09 pm
I want to vote for Mama

Lydia 12:09 pm
alright, sounds good to me

Tate 12:09 pm
I can't stand her
she never talks to me


I was like, cool whatever, don't fucking cream your shorts.  However I wasn't going to split the vote since I was pretty confident that neither Mama nor Glen had any prizes to use against us and because of what Ash was looking to do this round. 


Ash had come to me as usual discussing what to do about the vote.  In the beginning I had told him either Glen or Mama, and then he chimed in saying/hinting that ideally he would have liked to vote/target Sweeney this round, but due to him being safe, he thought of a new plan; Medusa.  Right away I knew this would be trouble because once Ash knows what he wants he'll stick to it, and because Glen knows he's backed into a corner, and has Mama as an ally presumably, that'd be three votes against Medusa right away, which is a problem because ideally, Medusa would be in my final four.   I will say though that I don't know if Ash genuinely wanted to target Sweeney for one reason, that being the fact that because they're brothers, perhaps he was secretly testing my loyalty, or perhaps their sibling rivalry is kicking in and Ash truly wants to beat Sweeney



Ugh, this confessional is so mediocre, but that accurately reflects my feelings over last round.




It's like.....I'm so ughhhh and bleh.



Anyway, the whole vote came down to what Beth and I discussed.  Beth and I both agreed that while Glen and Mama both suck in the context of our games, we've both actually talked to Glen before and Glen has enough sense to realize he's backed into a corner and would work with us if it means surviving.  Neither of us have ever spoken to Mama and she's a massive wildcard/question mark, and someone who could be connected with Sweeney, so really, although Glen is a bigger challenge threat, Mama is a bigger bump in the road socially.  I just hope our final decision to keep Glen for too long doesn't bite us like it's done in the past.   We told Claire of the plan and told her to vote Mama with us because splitting the votes with 3 votes for sure against Medusa was just too stupid to do, so in the end it was 4-3-1 with the wildcard hanging from a tree. 




Fuck I hate this confessional.  I'd talk about how the plan for this upcoming round could be to target big, BIG, fish, but I don't feel like it with how shitty this confessional has gone, plus it may not even happen this round, so I'll save it for a later date.  wooo....






FUCK I hate this confessional.  Necessary but pointless at the same time.  Fucking paradox confessional.

[Lydia Martin]

What a fantastically exciting round for my game! Like totally fun. 


Anyway, we had a challenge, per usual, and both Beth and I did really, really well, Beth even doing so well as to shut that damn fucking box, so initially we thought we'd be taking a nice vacation from the game this round and let the other fuckers duke it out at tribal, but nope, Ash had to jump in last minute and win it for himself, ultimately taking Claire with him.  By doing that, I think that makes, Beth, Glen and myself as the only three people left in the jury stage who have never bypassed a tribal at this stage in the game, which I think is fine because it'll only help my case be stronger in the end when I say "Hey, I didn't skip any part of this game, I was here plotting and planning fuckers."  Except, you know, less arrogant sounding.


Anyway, with Claire and Ash both out of the voting mix, Beth and I agreed that now would be the time to try and get Sweeney out of the game, or to burn his idol.  I originally thought a good plan would be to start ignoring Sweeney from that point in time, and tell Rob, Glen, and Tate that the vote this round was Sweeney, and with his penalty vote, that'd be 4 votes on Sweeney, while in reality Beth used one of her double votes so she and I put 3 back breaking votes on Rob if Sweeney used his idol, but then that plan fell to shit when we had second thoughts because we thought ignoring Sweeney could be bad should he stay.


So together we sat on it for a while, and then out of nowhere Glen approaches Beth and tells her that Tate and Rob have been saying they want to make a big move this round and target Sweeney.





Did somebody say 'target Sweeney' ??  Oh how fantastic.



At this point I'm pretty stoked because I figured the plan was back on and the votes would be in place like the original plan except I wouldn't have to ignore Sweeney and damage that relationship if he stayed.  However, as time passes, I grow concerned that neither Rob nor Tate has come to Beth or I about voting for Sweeney as well (Medusa being a non-factor due to her travels) and so begin to grow a bit worried. 

During that night I approach Rob to figure out what the story is and suddenly he starts feeding me this tale about how Glen is the safe vote/bet and that's what would be good to do, and doesn't mention even once, voting Sweeney or having some crazy plan.  Um, hold up.  The next day I talk to Sweeney and he says he'll be voting Glen too, which naturally, I'd expect for him to say since he's the potential blindside victim, but then Tate contacts me and says the same thing as well, so I'm thinking, what the hell, why are those two boys keeping me in the dark? Are they really voting Glen now? Did they pussy the fuck out?



When thinking about it, to me it hadn't mattered if Glen lied about the plan from Tate and Rob to try and save himself, he really would be a vote in our pockets if saved, and the Wrath group would have to be broken up eventually, and I was going to be damned if I wasn't the one to make the first move, so when talking with Beth we decided we'd keep our votes on Rob to see what would happen, and hopefully take him out.  I'll always be ballsy enough to make a move bitch





So we have our three votes, but at the last second, so much happens! 

Glen suddenly goes off on a tirade saying how Rob and Tate are liars and how Rob is a backstabber and with everyone and will now be voting for him!  Score! Four votes on Rob.  Claire then approaches me and asks me if there's any time left to blindside Rob or Sweeney because she's nervous about them.  I tell her results are going up now and she seems saddened that nothing will come of this round, but I didn't tell her the reality to hopefully surprise that girl. (Just today she told me how happy she is with the results and to see Rob go and how she wants Sweeney out next)


Things are looking good, we have four votes on Rob and he won't see it coming, but then that non-factor of Medusa turns into a factor when her bootlist vote is for Glen and we have a 4-4 tie between the boys.

FUCK.

It was fine though because we had a revote and so long as Beth and I got to Medusa or Sweeney and got them to switch their vote then the round would still be good.  I send an offline IM to Sweeney telling him he should switch for his own good because Rob was after him this round, which I guess he didn't heed because a little while later I come across this wonderful PM from Rob


Hey Lydia,

Thought I'd just pm you since I won't be on tonight and just in case we miss each other.
Not sure what Glen told you, but I'm guessing he convinced you and Beth last minute to vote me out? Kinda shocking lol but it's fine really, I know that we didn't talk much for which I'm sorry but I'm just not really a talker, and then on top of that I didn't tell every little thing that was going on but I think no one did. When I returned to the game I simply accepted every alliance that I could possibly get as I felt like I would be voted out immediately. I quickly learned that I wanted to work with Wrath and Sweeney even talked about an alliance between you/himself/Tate/I and I was down with that.

Now I'm hearing that you're telling people that I wanted to make a move against Sweeney and that is utter nonsense. I refused to vote him and that's when Glen blew up. So I don't know if this is what Glen told you or if that's how you want to get me out but just wanted to tell you my side of the story.

I have no malicious intentions or whatsoever and if I go that's fine because I really never even expected to get here and was just going to go to F7 with Wrath and not care too much about even getting further, but if it's better for you to get me out now then ok.

Rob





How fucking awesome is that?  That right there showed me a number of things


1.  Sweeney obviously told Rob, so that shows if he had to pick the word of Rob or myself, he'd pick Rob.  Bad choice there buddy.
2.  If Rob thinks that was a last minute decision thing then that builds my confidence so much because it shows how absolutely CLUELESS some people in this game are.
3.  You accepted every alliance out there?  So you WERE trying to play everyone? 
4.  An alliance between you, me, Tate and Sweeney?  How come I didn't know about this?  I guess I must have been #4 on that totem pole.
5.  It's probably best not to describe the word of someone involved in a revote as, 'utter nonsense'



At this point I go to Glen, show him what Rob's said and says he can prove that Rob wanted to go after Sweeney this round.  I didn't really care if he could prove it or not since I wasn't going to just throw a punch and kick at Rob and then pull away at the last second.  I told him I had his back and that definitely strengthened my relationship with Glen greatly. Beth was able to get a hold of Medusa and switch her vote, so right then I knew we had the votes to seal Rob's fate.


I definitely felt in a good place now because Beth and I are solid, Glen was soooooo thankful, Claire supported the move to get out Rob before she even knew it would be a reality, and Medusa had no problem switching her vote to make it happen.  With Rob leaving that'd leave just Ash, Tate and Sweeney on the outs, but Ash has said before he'd like to target Sweeney, so hopefully he keeps that desire to make things even easier. 


The revote came back and Rob was officially out of here 3-2





How's that for some utter nonsense? Biiiittcchhh! 


I'm laughing at the fact that Sweeney voted to keep Rob, because now I see him more clearly, and Glen has two people he should want to target before he ever thinks about me again.

Let's hope this can keep up.

[Lydia Martin]

Aug 23, 2013 2:30:33 GMT -5 Rob Hawkins said:

Sweeney, you just got rid of someone who protected you with his life. Literally. I'm not mad at you though since I really genuinely like you and wish you the best in this game.

I'm laughing so hard because I forgot to mention this in the post above.  This is what I'm talking about when I say CLUELESS!  He thought Sweeney was the vote that flipped.  Oh my god! LOL

[Lydia Martin]

Another round, another successful vote off.

I started off this round completely loving life because the fact that the revote had come back at 3-2 sending ROB out instead of Glen, caused some hilarious confusion, paranoia and distrust in the beginning with Rob, and then Tate and Sweeney.  Tate shared with me, the following conversation with Sweeney.


Tate 6:43 pm

survivor_winner 9:20 pm
So u switched your vote to rob

dinkii3 9:21 pm
what do you mean ?

survivor_winner 9:21 pm
Not mad or anything just curious why?


Tate 6:43 pm
i don't get why sweeney is asking me this
when it's obvious that I voted to keep Rob

Lydia 6:44 pm
sweeney thinks you switched?

Tate 6:44 pm
he thinks i did
which is weird

Lydia 6:44 pm
and rob thinks it was sweeney

Tate 6:44 pm
because he was the one who voted him out hahah
it was sweeney

Lydia 6:45 pm
aw

Tate 6:45 pm
who voted him out
sweeney , you and Beth
because I voted Glen in the re vote

Lydia 6:45 pm
right

Tate 6:45 pm
and the other vote had to be medusa
because she had glen as top 1
on her bootlist

Lydia 6:45 pm
right

Tate 6:45 pm
so i dont get why sweeney is asking me all this






Can we just take a second to bask in that glory?


I think eventually he may have figured out that Medusa was the third vote (I also told Glen, Medusa was, so if they went to him and asked, Glen could have cleared the mystery) because he seemed to think Sweeney was like, obviously telling the truth because of how passionate he was about it.  No way of knowing for sure in this game so if I need to I'll try and reopen that wound and try to pit the boys against each other.  Ugh, that was just so delicious though; fucking accusing each other!  People in this game are SO clueless!   Tate and I talked a bit more and talked about why I switched my vote to Rob and I actually got my excuse from what Rob sent in that PM last round, the whole '4 person alliance' thing.  I told him that I never knew about that and that it made me sketched out by him and that I didn't tell Tate of my plans because I figured the two were close.  I'm pretty sure Tate bought it and for the most part there isn't too much bad blood between us, which is great. 



Moving on, I finally decided this round that it was high time that I won a damn merge immunity challenge, so I went out there and tried my hardest to come out on top, and oh look, I did





Complete victory achieved. 



Going into the round I had devised a plan with my partner Beth, which was that if either of us won the challenge, that we would take Tate with us to Wonderland.  I thankfully won, as stated, so not only did I get to take Tate to remove his voting rights for the tribal council (where phase two of the plan would commence) but I also think that me picking him solidified our bond even further.  I mean, Rob's gone, he had that tiff with Sweeney, and he hasn't been in the loop for like, any of the tribals.  Where else is he going to turn? 


Anyway, with me leaving Sweeney vulnerable and Tate's vote off the board, Beth and I set up the second phase of our plan.   With Glen, Medusa and Claire on our side, we finally had enough numbers to either flush Sweeney, or his idol out of this game.  Beth and I decided that we'd have Glen, Medusa and Claire all vote Sweeney to put a majority of 3 on him to force his hand, and then have Beth use her remaining double vote to put 2 on Ash, so worst case scenario of the brother's teaming up and voting together, the double vote would tie whatever they'd do if Sweeney wised up and used the idol.

Over the following hours things got changed here and there, but overall the results was the same, 3 votes on Sweeney, 2 on Ash.  The one draw back to all this though was that since like half the cast is traveling and therefore NOT socializing, we had no idea the brothers would in fact, finally turn on one another and vote each other.   The final vote count was 4-3 and since Sweeney played his idol Ash went out 3-0.  Got rid of someone harmful to my game, and an idol, all without getting blood on my hands. Overall a solid round for my game...



but I'm still a bit annoyed





Since this cast is so inept to even talk or show up, Beth and I got worried, and in the end basically wasted a double vote we could use/may need for the future if things take an undesirable turn. No matter though, I'm sure we'll work it out.  I mean, if they can't even socialize, hopefully that means they can't put their best, or any, foot forward for the challenge.  Hopefully Beth or I win the challenge so we can take a vacation to Wonderland for tribal, leaving Glen, Medusa and Claire to pick off a defenseless barber.  Fingers crossed.

[Lydia Martin]

Hmmm....I basically start all my confessionals the same now.

"Another round, another challenge" 


So anyway, it was the Final 7, and 7th place is usually a death trap for me so I was a bit nervous going in, especially when I put a pretty decent effort forward in the challenge, only to get creamed by Glen 79-54





No, no, it's fine. 


I know Beth, Medusa, and Sweeney were all busy or had a travel excuse, but what the hell were Claire and Tate's excuses?  Poor challenge performance has been rampant lately and from that point on would definitely be a factor in how I was going to be voting. 

Anyway, with Glen as the winner, I told Beth that she should tell Glen to take either Claire or Medusa (so Beth and I could both be at tribal and know for a fact we had two solid votes already on Sweeney) or to take Tate (so his vote wouldn't be a possible factor in aiding Sweeney's survival.)  In the end Glen took Claire which was okay by me, because with Sweeney not safe and left vulnerable, I had a route I had no problem taking.

Right away Beth and I were votes towards Sweeney (I never doubt Beth seeing as we're like, the most solid partnership going in ORGs right now, like damn we're hot.  Cali Crew.  Lol at Tate ever finding out I'm not actually from Texas,) and we knew if and when we told Medusa, she'd be the third, or at least I hoped.  Medusa has proven herself loyal time and time again through votes, but I get paranoid every time that allies truly aren't because they have other agendas for their own game that don't include me going any further.  Enough, with my paranoia though, that same night, I make the stupid mistake of forgetting to log off on aim, or go invisible, or something, and then the next thing I know, Tate's fucking chatting me up.


Lately he's been getting really annoying, like he's slowly mutating into Jill or something.  Holy SHIT! The guy/actor who plays Tate IS dating the girl who plays Jill right now, so maybe Jill's rubbing off on him.  Moving on, Tate chats me up, and then says for this vote he really wants and thinks it's time to blindside and take out Beth.




No. 

Um, definitely not.  I give him the runaround that night and tell him I'll consider it if the votes are there but can't really justify voting for Beth out when someone like Sweeney hasn't even been around for us to talk to or plan with.  He buys it and basically I think his vote will go where I want it so long as Sweeney doesn't show up the next day.  So what happens?  Sweeney shows up just a little before midnight and starts talking to me about the vote, and soon after Tate shows back up as well.

I give them both the runaround for a bit and answer their questions/IMs, but at the same time, not really or entirely, and then finally I just reach a point where I tell them both that I'm not voting against Beth and voting for Sweeney instead.  Tate takes it kind of okay, but I can sense his frustration in me not wanting to vote against Beth.  I come up with the brilliant excuse that I wanted Glen out this round and since Glen won we're going to need strong people here for the next round to take him on and beat him in the challenge, and due to Sweeney kind of being absent, Beth would be a better asset for us.  I also said if he's the only one not voting Sweeney it'll make him look bad and like a target, which is kind of fucked up on my part since he's really a target anyway for the near, near future.  He concedes and says he'll vote for Sweeney but is worried about the future.  I tell him it'll be fine, knowing I mean fine for me, terrible for him, but really, it would be terrible for him regardless ever since Rob left.


As for Sweeney, I think I'll just post pieces of the chat.


Sweeney Todd 9:00 pm
so what u think

Lydia 9:00 pm
to be honest, I voted for you
sorry i had to run around that

Sweeney Todd 9:00 pm
why

Lydia 9:01 pm
  I just feel like its what's best for my game right now
i hate lying cause i feel like im disrespecting you

Sweeney Todd 9:01 pm
how is that best for your game, I had your back for sure

Lydia 9:01 pm
im at a point where i feel really close to everyone tbh
and it sucks cause no matter what i piss someone off
but when you were traveling and then the whole rob vote off
it wasnt so much our relationship got weaker, its just other relationships got stronger
im sorry

Sweeney Todd 9:03 pm
I voted glen because I thought us 7 were sticking together like we had planned

Lydia 9:04 pm
well rob was being shady and inadvertently admitted to a lot of things
like i dont want to put blame on you, cause i think its an asshole thing
but i think your trip just came at a really bad time for your life in the game
because a lot went down

Sweeney Todd 9:08 pm
wow
so i take it, Beth and Medussa voted me as well

Lydia 9:09 pm
i'd say so tbh
I dont want you to hate me
i just hate lying to you since i dont want you to think i dont respect or like you

Sweeney Todd 9:14 pm
its your decision, just thought u, me and tate had something good

Lydia 9:15 pm
i really am sorry

Sweeney Todd 9:21 pm
yeah





Fuck.  That sucked. 


I'd say the conversation was pretty damn truthful, I just omitted the fact that Beth has been my #1 all game and would never vote against her, as well as the fact that I was voting for him based on the fact that he was now home for the game, and could be a problem for me and my game since he's been a pretty strong challenge threat, and I want to be winning these games. 


Something of mention though is him saying something along the lines of "I though You, Tate and I had something good going."  It just really annoys me because I'm sure if I make finals then he'll bring that up as some sort of Final 3 Deal I went back on.  It's so hypocritical in games now because everyone is so vague and ambiguous when saying things like "I want to go far with you," or "Let's try and get to the end together"  because to me, that's not a solidified thing that I shouldn't be bound to or punished for.  The only person I've made a solid finals alliance with in this game is Beth, but she already knew that was a given.  If, and I say IF, not assuming they will be, if they are mad at me, then they need to take some responsibility in the future and not be so afraid or timid and be like "let's make a final three alliance"  none of this, let's work together towards the end.  I'll be annoyed if people get upset with me for playing my game and getting the jump on them, but then again, that's survivor.  A lot of people on a jury will always feel as if you've lied and swindled them out of their game and win.  I mean, I have, but that's the game.




Sit and deal with it,  please.



Anyway, final six is going to be a tough one because there are two targets, Tate and Glen, who both need to go, but Beth and I are worried about jury votes and don't want to suck it up and deal with it lol.  Here's our chat on it.


Lydia 11:57 pm
i think, tomorrow if one of us wins, we take one another
or actually
if one of us wins, we take tate, and vote glen
because if we let glen into final 5 over tate
we run the risk of glen winning the challenge
say glen wins, you, me, and claire all have idols
so medusa would automatically be eliminated from the game
and i want her in f3 with us

Sam Smith 11:59 pm
Gross that's true

Lydia 11:59 pm
but at the same time

Sam Smith 11:59 pm
It will suck to betray angi but the wonderful thing about angi is she keeps real friendships and games seperate

Lydia 11:59 pm
yeah
the thing is though
i almost want to take you, and let the 3 others vote out tate
because i'm his #1 basically

Sam Smith 12:00 am
Same here, but with me for glen

Lydia 12:00 am
and it's going to suck if i have to be apart of voting him out

Sam Smith 12:00 am
I agree with that totally, I was just going to say it to you

Lydia 12:00 am
yeah, fuck
why do we have to be so good socially lol

Sam Smith 12:01 am
Claire will have a hard time with glen too
What would be ideal, truthfully
Is if me or Claire win and take each other tomorrow because glen is close to both of us

Lydia 12:01 am
if we vote out glen, and medusa wins final 5 immunity
tate auto out
then again

Sam Smith 12:02 am
But that's me thinking about jury votes in the end and not feeling like an asshole

Lydia 12:02 am
yeah same lol
we just need to see what happens

Sam Smith 12:02 am
One of us just have to win f5 immunity

Lydia 12:02 am
yeah, i know you or i would for sure if glen goes
we'll see how tomorrow goes
i'd rather glen goes before tate
cause i feel if either glen or tate make final 3, they'll win hands down

Sam Smith 12:03 am
I agree
Well, I agree about glen, Tate idk

Lydia 12:03 am
its just glen has a way better shot at winning his way there
never know with people
glen should be thankful anyway
instead of 12th he gets 6th



Lol fuck, but that's basically how we honestly feel.
Tonight should dictate a lot.

[Lydia Martin]

Game.



The Fuck.



ON.

[Tonks]

Alright bish, what's going on?

[Lydia Martin]

What's going on is right above ya!

Missed you though <3

[Lydia Martin]

Sept 2, 2013 7:26:41 GMT -5 Glen Lantz said:

*rolls eyes* I don't want to vote for any of you now. Giving away and playing fucking idols to ensure I leave.

Oh no, who knew people would actually play to make sure someone doesn't win.  It's like getting rid of someone who has a good chance at winning is the wrong thing to do

Lol, grow the fuck up you bitch, you lost, you can't win them all, get the fuck out and go sit and pout in jury, cause guess what, you've got to vote for one of us

Sept 2, 2013 7:27:17 GMT -5 Glen Lantz said:

The worst part is every single one of you spreading rumors that I had an idol *rolls eyes again*

That was literally like THREE WEEKS ago.  If you're so upset over not having one, maybe you should have had Jill give the idol to you and not Sweeney. Duh. 

Fucking dumb people getting on my last nerves today.

[Tonks]

Dumb people get on my nerves every day.

[Tonks]

Also, Tara from HG wants to know if you're in Cinema.

[Lydia Martin]

Sept 2, 2013 14:15:32 GMT -5 Tonks said:

Also, Tara from HG wants to know if you're in Cinema.

1. why?
2. and nope, I'm not.

[Tonks]

Dunno, she asked me to ask you and I did. I'm not either.